several things dove-tailed in my mind, and at once it struck me what quality went to form a Man of Achievement, especially in Literature, and which Shakespeare possessed so enormously—I mean Negative Capability, that is, when a man is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact and reason ~John Keats
our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness Phaedr. 244a
recovering well ... and doing fine without meds
meanwhile -- with one hand tied before my back.
Rest in the great hand, watching...